In need of some of your Inspiration

Sometimes I feel un-inspired and un-impassioned.

Sometimes I don't know if what I do matters

in photography

in motherhood

in life.

Sometimes I want to stay in bed all day (sometimes all week.)
Sometimes I don't book a session for weeks while friends that have been shooting for a month after buying photoshop and a DSLR are booking 3 shoots a week.

(Sometimes I want to punch them and everyone that hires them in the face.)

Sometimes I wonder if I will ever be great, or if I'm any good now.

Sometimes I wonder WHY I shoot, and then I remind my self, and move on to less terrifying why's.
Sometimes I can't get over procrastination.
Sometimes I get depressed about being depressed.
Sometimes I feel incapable of change, in myself, or in anything else.

MY DEFINITION OF HELL: No change, No progression, Never inpire anyone else to change.

I know I'll get over it.

I know tomorrow I'll be back trying to overrun the world with art and passion and goodness,

and believing I can do so.

I know I am loved.

I know I can change.

I know I matter.

But today..... I just don't REALLY know... you know?

I appreciate them but I really don't need the pep talks,
I need some inspiration.
Cool blog posts, photos, youtube videos, quotes, stores, galleries, whatever it is,

Throw some my way.