Like many of your small children, I too start school in 2 weeks. I am extremely excited but also, I have never been so terrified of the first day of school in my life. What about having a kid turned me into such a huge wuss? First tubing done a river causes me to curse in front of my innocent Young Woman, and now a clock tower and tests have me knees quivering. I WENT THROUGH NATURAL CHILD BIRTH!!!!! I CAN HANDLE COLLEGE!!! ... Right?
Maybe it is because I'll be leaving Lus on a consistent basis, or because last time I went to school I failed miserably (too much playing), or maybe I'm nervous I'll feel old as I'm surrounded with a classroom of 18 year olds and those girls thighs will be the size of my arm. Or maybe, and more likely, I am a Mother, a Wife, and a Homemaker and already I'm feeling pulled in too many directions and I'm nervous that one other thing might make me break. Just maybe that it is.
I know there are tons of woman with children and families that go to school, turn in papers, take tests and still make it home to clean up, make dinner, run off to meetings, and read bedtime stories. I KNOW that. I KNOW I can be one of those woman. I went through natural child birth, I can do anything, I can do this, and it will be awesome. Right? Right.
Wish me luck, cross your fingers, send some good organizations vibes my way, I'm going to need it. This semester (I can start measuring in semesters now. that is neat) is going to get crazy.